Bonk

One of the casualties of my disease is minor loss of coordination. I am getting used to my new clumsiness, and it isn’t that bad, but I’m finding the effects in the most improbable areas. If I were building card houses or juggling knives, I would expect to do poorly. I take special care when putting away dishes or using scissors, but it’s those little things that you can’t anticipate that get you.

For example, last month I hand-washed a large frying pan. While drying it, I was holding it out in front of me, near where the handle is connected to the pan. I dried the pan part first, holding it somewhat near so I could see that the job was thorough. When I began drying the handle, I failed to properly counterbalance the new pressure I applied to the front of the handle, resulting in the pan swiveling forward and conking me right between the eyes. No broken skin, no mark, but it wasn’t fun.

Of course, as I was reacting to the pain, Kara walked by and asked, “What happened?” How do I answer that? A little pan drying incident? Do I have to say? There is no way to disguise or soft-sell this.

Now, there is nothing about MS that means you can’t dry dishes safely or counterbalance cast iron. If someone said, “Dry this frying pan without hitting yourself” I could do it, no problem. It is just an example of where a 2% loss in coordination can surprise you.